Sometimes I feel like I have no friends! Like, I obviously do. But you know on that odd night when everyone BUT you is busy with other people? And you're just left there... By yourself.... Therefore you feel like a loner loser? Yeah, that's whats happening right now. But I'll get over it. My friend's picking my up later, so it'll be just a temporary feeling. My friend is finally getting a chance with a guy she's liked for so long! I didn't doubt it once, I knew they'd end up going out. It was just ment to be. I'm really happy for her! Everyone seems to be finding someone, either that or going through a nasty break up. And it makes me think... what am I going to do? I realize having a boyfriend isn't everything I'm supposed to live for, but I don't know. The only guy I'm really liking right now has a girlfriend and I'm always getting the feeling he doesn't really want to get close to me, not because he doesn't like me, i'm sure he has SOME feelings for me, but because he doesn't want to hurt me again. Because last time he did and he felt really bad.. But it doesn't matter to me anymore and I don't want it to matter to him either... and I don't really know how to tell him that. There's also... Someone else I'd have a better chance with. Now, by saying this, I don't want everyone to get the impression that I'm doing all these guys at once, I have a little more dignity then that. But yeah, he told my one friend he was kind of interested.. But he's had a crush on another person for a while. So.. I don't really know what to do! help?
